Who I Am, What Are My Talents, and How Does God Call Me

 

          Fourteen years ago, at the age of four, I stood on the stage of the old Fellowship Hall at the Annual Pig Pickin’ and Talent Show, dressed as a dog, with Ashley by my side.  Ashley, who has always been a bit of a ham, delivered the chorus, “How much is that doggie in the window?” and I chimed in with a not so rousing, “Ruff, Ruff!”  That was it; I had made my debut!  Now as an 18 year old preparing for college, I look back and realize how that experience, which seemed minute and insignificant at the time, led to a multitude of opportunities to share my talents in many very public ways and began my quest to understand who I am and how I am being called by God to be a Christian example for others, and lead a faithful lifestyle.

          As my high school career comes to an end many questions arise – where will I go, what will I do and ultimately who am I?  If one were to ask a teacher or classmate who I am they may say--a scholar or student.  A coach would probably reply, “She’s an athlete,” and a church member might respond with, “She’s a singer.”  But really these are all just the things I do.  They are not WHO I AM.  What actually defines my identity is not WHAT I do, but HOW and WHY I do the things I do.  Like someone once said, “the destination is not as important as the journey you take to get there.”

          How would you respond if asked the question, “Who are you?”  Would you base your answer on your career decisions?  Would you say you are a banker, teacher, lawyer, doctor, or carpenter?  Would you identify yourself by your family as—mother, father, or child?  In a society where climbing the ladder, whether it is corporate or social, seems to be the motivation behind all action, what God calls us to do is climb to the next level on the Christian ladder, to further develop our Christian identities, and to develop the talents that he has given us in order to best serve him.

          In Matthew 25 Jesus tells the Parable of the Talents in which a rich man was going on a journey and, entrusting his property to his servants, gave one servant five talents, another two talents, and another one talent.  When the man returned he found that two of the servants had doubled their accounts while the servant who had received one talent had buried it in the ground, gaining nothing.  The man, angered at the servant, took his talents and threw the servant in the street.  In Biblical times, the term talents referred to a form of money, but similarly, God calls each of us today to use our talents, our gifts, and our skills toward a specific purpose.  Do not bury them away or use them for mere self-gratification.  We have each been given great abilities and according to Luke 12:48, “To whom much is given, much is expected.”

            So, Who am I?  Who are you?  Ultimately, we are Christians and God is calling each of us to use the gifts he has given us to help grow his kingdom while continuing to develop our own Christian identities and demonstrate Christian principles in our actions.  Are the things you do and your approach to life encouraged by Christian motives?  Do they demonstrate your faith?    Whatever we choose to do, our calling is to remain true to our Christian identity with altruistic motives. 

            If you have not yet figured out who you are or what your Christian gifts are then listen to Paul’s words to the Corinthians in chapter 12.  “Now you are the body of Christ, and each one of you is a part of it.”   Paul recognizes that we are all God’s children, but we are not all given the same gifts.  But he does go on in chapter 13 to identify the one greatest gift that we have all received from God and can all apply to our lives.  "1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing." 

        We belong to Christ and should live in a Christ-like way.  Whatever you DO, do it in love.  The ability to love is the one gift that God has bestowed on each of us and has exemplified best through the gift of his Son. Put your gifts to work towards what God is calling you to be because like Leo Buscaglia, New York Times Best-Selling author of Personhood:  The Art of Being Fully Human and The Fall of Freddy the Leaf, said “Your talent is God’s gift to you.  What you do with it is your gift back to God.”

          As I move through life, WHAT I do will change. Eventually, I will no longer be a student; I’ll have a career.  I’ll no longer play sports; I’ll just watch from the sidelines.  But WHO I AM will remain constant.  I’ll be a child of God, called to share my gifts because I am motivated by LOVE.

 

 

 

Written by Emily Bradham and delivered on Youth Sunday, April 20, 2008